Been a while since i feel numb and confused…
And some uncertainty, with a tipsy bit of heartless-ness.

I don’t really know what’s wrong with me…
But i do know the last time i allowed myself to ‘embrace’ such feelings / emotions, was about a year back, the time when Yao and i broke up for an official 2nd time.

Why we broke up?
Why an official 2nd time?

Not in the right state of mind to narrate such a long story…
I’ll leave it for another day…

*****

Back to feeling numb and confused…

Perhaps it’s work.
Perhaps there’s a change of heart.
Perhaps things in life aren’t as perfect as it seemed to be.

I don’t really know how to put it in perfect sentence but here’s what i could come up with now…

A troubled heart.
A broken soul.
A confused me.

or just another emotional Sat / Sun night.